October 20, 2004 | Mmmm, Fresh Coffee | Holga

I have to get this out of my system today: I'm ever to tired of being f***ed over by people. I don't know what it is about me, but I'm equivalent to the submissive dog, that constantly gets picked on at the park by the bigger dogs. I've been emotionally and mentally bullied, over the past year. I'm tired of having a friend who by not talking to me for months, is wielding some kind of sick power over me. God, you'd think she was still in the kindergarten playground. I'm tired of an ex-employer, who for no reason I can ascertain, gave me nothing more than a kick in the ass after four years of dedicated work, and hours of over time. I'm tired of being reminded that I was forced out, for "political" reasons. Fuck politics. I work hard, I'm a good designer, I'm smart, professional, overly giving, and stand up for those I believe in and took the fall for co-workers. And more and more I'm being reminded that those who step on others get further in life. Me, I'm just the rung on the ladder that helps them get higher.

Well, from today on, it's going to change.

Rant over. Back to regular programming, my friends.

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